Ais Kacang Itu Sedap

I thought that only my passion to read is getting worse, now I even don't have any interes t in watching tv series. HA-HA-HA.. Not funny, actually. It actually one of the way for me to escape from anything. Yeah, I mean reality.. Out of five tv series that I fave so much before,  I can only watch The Vampire Diaries and sadly it wasn't because of Damon and Elena anymore, it is because of Klaus and Caroline (Klaroline). Hah, I even know what the fan called them. And actually I just one step from becoming a stalker to Joseph Morgan.. I cannot live with one tv series. Waiting for one episode for one week? And sometimes it even have to reschedule? No.. No... So, I decided to get hook on other TV series. In the journey to find the other addicted tv show I stumble with few. Some are good, some are not.. So, let's review together.. 1. Elementary . Well, frankly speaking, I always fascinate with Sherlock Holmes. How he ...

Congratulation!! I just diagnosed my self of having a HPD. Histrionic Personality Disorder.. *so, that's the reasons of some of my weird behaviors. But, lucky me. I am not alone However, the words before -facts is quite disturbing. *what do you expect? sigh.. By the power of internet, I can also treat my self. "Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self-esteem, first make sure that you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes." - William Gibson.  Now, what I should do is just not be surrounded by assholes and if the symptoms still occurred , I can always go to Dr. Google for another treatments..   

Crush :   a burning desire to be with someone who you find very attractive and extremely special . "  it would turn out like all other crushes: no results, just empty feelings and I would get over it soon enough " is 10 years is soon enough?

First Love (Originally By Utada Hikaru) By Eric Martin I still regret the last time that we kissed The scent of your perfume so strong on my lips The cold that it takes of the sad goodbye Where have you gone baby are you alone I wish you’d call and tell me, When you were wrong Will you dream of me, like I dream of you tonight You’re always gonna be my love, my whole life There are moments that are just meant to last forever I remember to love you taught me how You’re always gonna be the one I count it on Without you I’m feeling so lost and lonely I never will forget my first love It’s so strange to me, our time has done Even though I try I can’t move on I can still see your eyes They won’t let me go Where have you gone baby are you alone I’m missing you so badly I keep on crying And all my tears never washed away the pain You’re always be inside my heart apart of me Nothing I can do with every love to change it I hope that I have a place in your he...

First Love - Eric Martin (2010 Male Version) "Will you dream of me, like I dream of you tonight?" Reserve for the one His Cinderella? Love = Stare? Let me know.. ..Volgend jaar zal een decennium..

Ever you feel like this? You want something so much and you tried very hard to achieve it and you wait patiently praying that it will be yours and when it is yours, you feel like it was nothing. Nothing. Like it didn't matter. Like you didn't spend a lot of time and effort to achieve it. Like you never pray for it to be yours. Hm.. How easy it is to forget all the struggle and hardship that happened just a few moment a go when you taste a slight of heaven in just a second.. Wah!!!

Special for the one that always be there for me, Helping me through my hardship, Patient with my attitude, Ready to pull me when i'm down, Always be there for me, There's no words that can describe how much u mean to me, To give u what u should deserve, Even a mountains of diamond can't repay your kindness.. Mom, I always love you, Even sometimes is didn't seems like that.. I wish I can fulfill all your needs as you did to fulfill mine.. Mom, thank you for everything.