iCe aND ReLaTioNSHiPS

Usually, when I'm writing in English, it means that I'm in emotional state.

Well, right now I'm not emotional.

But the thing I want to write about is quite emotional.

This last three and half years, I spent my life with my friends.

If you calculate my times with my family, it will hardly total up to be half a year.

So, my friends do know my secrets more than family.

And now, I see them as my family.

Like my own flesh and blood.

We share almost anything together.

You know when do you never forget someone?

When you share and face the hard times together.

You cry together.

You stand up for each other.

You know that they will always be there for you.

As a said in my previous entry,

I like to keep some secrets.

There might be something that my friends do not know about me,

but my family do.

And vice-versa.

And last year, I realize that I do not mix up my family and friends.

It's like I'm enjoying both of them without they know for each other.

You know relationship with your friends is by your choice.

While you can not choose your own family.

The relationship between family just happened to be stronger more than any other ties.

But with friends,

sometimes you just lost them.

You know, I always believe.

When somebody make you down by making you cry.

By making you feel really inferior.

By messing up your emotions.

By being someone stranger that you never know before.

By making you feel bad.

By throwing everything else that matter.

By being bad.

There always many others that will cheer you up.

By always be by your side.

By giving you hug.

By saying something that comforting you.

By always be there for you.

By accepting you as what you are.

By forgiving you for what ever reason.

People mess up.

When emotions takes over,

our mind can not think as clear as we should.

Right now.

I have a great relationships.

With my family

and

with my friends.

It just I being me.