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HPD part 2

Okay..
I am getting worse..
It's like my alter-ego has arise and claim the throne..
It was so bad, that I didn't feel bad being that person..

The pictures below is the summary of what is happening to me..






Okay, deep breath..

Things only get controllable after I spend a weekend vacation without any interruption..

So, prevent is better than cure..

I found a website that can help me with the problem..


How Is Histrionic Personality Disorder Treated? 
In general, people with histrionic personality disorder do not believe they need therapy. (Totally right!!) They also tend to exaggerate their feelings and to dislike routine, which makes following a treatment plan difficult (100% accurate). However, they might seek help if depression -- possibly associated with a loss or a failed relationship -- or another problem caused by their actions causes them distress (haha, okay, I admit T.T).
Psychotherapy (a type of counseling) is generally the treatment of choice for histrionic personality disorder. The goal of treatment is to help the individual uncover the motivations and fears associated with his or her thoughts and behavior, and to help the person learn to relate to others in a more positive way.
Medication might sometimes be used as supplemental treatment for distressing symptoms that might occur with this disorder, such as depression and anxiety.

What Complications Are Associated With Histrionic Personality Disorder?
Histrionic personality disorder can affect a person's social or romantic relationships, and how they react to losses or failures. (Always happen to me) People with this disorder are also at higher risk than the general population to suffer from depression.

What Is the Outlook for People With Histrionic Personality Disorder?Many people with this disorder are able to function well socially and at work. (Yeah, you can say that). Those with severe cases, however, might experience significant problems in their daily lives. (Hukhuk, did I already arrive at this stage?)

BIIIG NEWSSS!! 

I just realise what is happening to me.
Why I am becoming this person.
I know it is not a denial.
I just happen to be surrounded by people that have HPD too..
Not one, but four..

FOUR!!
OMG!!

I just realise last night.
When I compare the symptom with the people around me, I cound not believe that it was totally the same.
So, why I am the one that is affected?
Because I among them, I was the weakest..

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Okay, now I really sound like a mentally-ill person..

Menstrual hormone, please go away..
(T_T)

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